I watched "Jesus Camp" last night (and, yes, I still read but these days I'm mostly reading a bunch of dissertations for a prize, student papers, and 9/11 truth websites; I've also been reading Lacan and Santner on pyschosis and hope to have something to say soon).
So, Jesus Camp: it's a good documentary, well worth seeing. As a pentecostalist camp director says, there are scenes that will have hard core liberals shaking in their boots (or something like that). The film follows several children from their homeschooled family life, through their experience at a North Dakota camp, to Colorado Springs to Tim Haggard's New Life Church, and on to Washington as they participtate in pro-life political actions.
The preaching at the camp is impressive--lots of use of toys to make points, involvement of the kids in preaching, speaching in tongues, singing (JC's in the house!), praying, weeping, blessing each other. The worship scenes are intense--lots of weeping and blessing one another. Someone brings out a George W. Bush cut out and they all pray for Bush. They smash cups to enact the need to smash the judiciary and sin and abortion and bring about revival in America. Someone hands out palm size plastic fetuses as the children weep and pray for the friends they've never met.
The camp director is convinced (rightly, in my view) that getting to the children, convincing them and organizing them is absolutely crucial. Interestingly, the Christian radio announcer included in the film for balance--he is Christian and worried about the influence of fundamentalist evangelicals in politics--is less persuasive on this point. He gets caught in the conflict between separating church and state wherein religion is a private matter and saying that parents' shouldn't be able to bring up their children the way they choose. He also wants to make religion a matter of free choice, while his opponent rightly points out the pervasiveness of indoctrination overall. I would have gone with a more fundamental argument: homeschooling should be against the law and the state has a compelling interest in raising kids who are questioning, critical, and literate.
A difficult and interesting scene involved the homeschooling of a kid named Levi: he is being taught that creationism is the only thing that makes sense (he has some cool creationist video game) and that global warning is a lie, that the evidence for it is insignificant. He is supremely confident in these truths that he is learning.
For me, the most difficult part of the movie involved an unnamed kid who, in the context of a service where the kids' were to confess their sins, the ways that they fail to live in Christ and go along with the crowd, and are all weeping--although, in a cool move, the preacher washes their hands with some bottled water--this one kid admits to finding it really hard to believe in God and to sometimes not believing the Bible. He is crying and clearly struggling. The camera goes to him, crying and clearly struggling, at various times throughout the movie.
I wondered about the kids who didn't express doubt. Did they repress it with their confidence and conviction? Or did they simply not have it? Were they really moved by the Spirit to speak in tongues and to go up to strangers and ask them about salvation?
I remember saying the pledge to the Bible and to the Christian flag when I went to Vacation Bible School at a Southern Baptist Church in Mississippi. I remember listening to Christian rock. But I also remember the tremendous, unbearable strain as a teenager: the other kids seemed so much more like real Christians, like they really did have a relationship with God. Many would weep at the alter after nearly every service. They would hold out their arms in prayer. I always felt strange and awkward, like, what are they doing? They would leave the room if conversation went in an ungodly direction. My mother, who taught some of them in Sunday School, couldn't stand their piety--this was in the 70s as the Southern Baptist Convention was grappling with fundamentalism. More and more charismatics were attending our church, which had been mainstream Southern Baptist up till that point.
But the struggle, the problem of the world, where sin was everywhere and constant. It seemed impossible--no matter how much one prayed--to be in the world but not of the world. It seemed impossible not to be perpetually drowning in sin. In the film, the preacher lambasts Harry Potter and a parent tells the kids not to tell ghost stories because that's an ungodly focus.
What a relief it must be to direct the difficult, unbearable burden of one's sin, one's struggle with sin, onto a struggle with the world. There is purpose and release; there is a sense that one's struggle matters, that one is a soldier for God bringing America to revival. Having the burden of millions of dead babies on one's soul might make it a little easier to deal with the temptations of Harry Potter and schoolyard gossip. As a soldier for Christ, purity matters--it's one's armor, one's shield. And, the sin is out there--not in me or at least, not so much.
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